:(

I've known you for 6 years, been best friends for 5 years, been sisters for 3 years.

Maybe I changed. Maybe you changed.

Im starting to hate you alot lately.

You use me, you hurt me, you always push me aside and you dont really care much about my feelings.

I let you use me, I stay patient, i ignore that fact and I still care bout your feelings.

I have no idea what made you treat me the way you do.

And I have no idea why do I still treat you like my best friend,

Maybe we're too close to fight, maybe I care too much, or maybe its just meant to be.

To me, you're the friend that I never want to lose.

You're a great person and a really funny person.

But the closer we get, the more I get to know you, the more you treat me like shit.

I feel like giving up now. I feel like letting go now. 

I really do.

But I just cant.

IM NOT A LESBIAN, I have a boyfriend.

But the friendship that both of us have is really important to me.

Remember the times we went for camps together?

Ate breakfast, lunch,snak,dinner and supper together?

Brushed our teeth, sleep and talk about boys together?

Sneak out of our dorms at night to get late night snacks?

Get scolded by teachers together?

Helped out with decorations, celebrated christmas together?

Went shopping together, went for movies together, went for dance practices together?

Went for races together? Went to church together?

Acted like total idiots, took care of kids and got our hair cuts together?

Talking to each other about our school lives and everything with put pointless drama?

There's so much things we did together.

I cant list it all out.

I just hope that we'll be back to how we we're when we we're just kids.